Mi feel down yuh see? Mi was supposed to go to a programme today but neva got to go. Mi feel like a sell-out star, then on top of that I baked a VERY special cake for someone who I care about deeply. He's like a father, no sah,more like an uncle to me. He was less than impressed and I plummeted, I mean way down. The thing about that product was that I didn't do it primarily for taste but for nutrient content. See, this person is chronically ill, so I figured I'd apply my dietetic knowledge to provide something that would enrich his diet and in turn yield health. I was crestfallen when he said he'd prefered a less healthy one I did previously. I put my all into that thing (and I pride myself on producing quality cakes)!!!. Ah man I'm taking it hard.
It's demotivating when you put your all into something and it is met with little enthusiasm. Although I was paid, it was unrewarding. Strange?
A wonda if mi know seh a nuh everyting mi fi chat pon dis yah open forum yah! An unnu naw share nuttin' back wid me-whoiiiiiii!!!!Mi done, mi cyaah tell yuh no more. A weh yuh gone? Come back man! A wah do yuh?
Mi naw go worry yaw! I did my best-even if it was not good enough for him and he couldn't appreciate the care that I put into it, it's good enough for me.
Sometimes you have to encourage yourself!
I am my owna Jodi tonight!
Yuh haffi go fin' smaddy else tideh!
I'll be yours tomorrow again-jus' need a night off!
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